What has Masturbation Done to Your Life? Share Your Story
December 9, 2012
December 9, 2012
Please share how masturbation has affected your life. How has masturbation affected your relationships, confidence, and health? Do you think your life would be better or worse if you did not have an addiction to masturbation? Do you wish you never started masturbating? Why? Please use the form below to share your story.
December 15, 2015 Someone said: Hi am now 19 yrs old...I was introduced to this vice when I was a kid by one of my cousins at and the age of 6.this has affected me till now I even think am becoming a lesbian since am addicted to lesbian porn. l really want to stop, and have even prayed about it but time and again am back to the same situation. I fear breaking my virginity,,,guilt is killing me,i don't know what to do or who to turn to...av neva shared this to anyone bt I really need help...Thank God I found this site bcoz am so desparete for HELP.Please help me av ruined and destroyed my life and its now enough. it's affecting even my studies and also my spiritual life... I need to be freed from this bondage. Help me pray for a new life.... Thank you and may God bless you
December 13 Someone said: My name is ********* . I started this sinful act when I was 14 or so. now am 21. since I got myself indulged in this act, I had never exceeded 1 week without masturbation. luk at me now so weak, shy, feel inferior, not confident, anti-social, thin, not able to speak boldly as a man (in society/public). it's really bin a great battle trying to fight this powerful urge/control. I swear and keep promising God and myself never to commit such but all to no avail. in fact the last time I committed it was last night. but I will never relent in trying to put this act to a total end. my advice to you all brothers is to desist from such act and resist it anytime you are being moved by it. for a temporary pleasure, we sacrifice and loose all these. in this fleeting life, we add nonentities to it again. how much more years do we have to enjoy our lives when this act has dominated half of our lives if not more than. its so regretful. let's join hands together to fight this devilish control people. I luv u all so much. thanks
December 12, 2015 Someone said: I'm in bondage over this issue, iv started this habit since I was 17, now I'm 26 I'm still into it. Pls I seriously need help. I'm even forgetting some things due to it. I can't express my self well.
December 11, 2015 Someone said: I started this awful, sinful habit at the age of 12(18 now), it was my friends who put me into this habit. I now wish I had no genital, my life is nearly demolished. I can control myself only for a week but after that I lose my control and jerk off all the week debt I haven't masturbated. I am possessed by this addiction and I want you to pray for me so that I can stop this habit once and for all. may god forgive me for my sinful action. please if you haven't tried masturbation, don't think of trying it will drag you to hell.
December 4, 2015 Someone said: Yes all the above can happen and most happened to me.Till I stopped masturbating maybe as far as I could maybe 6 months at a time and I was still affected than too when I would masturbate. The story is too terrible painful and long to explain. but yes masturbation severely affected me. As my friend said when he had sex outside marriage it affected him he felt like tearing the sin of his body. it feels 100 times worse than stealing or lying. You cannot talk openly about it you have to hide talk to a therapist … I am highly affected emotionally mentally and physically after I masturbate. up till when I ejaculate. After ejaculating I am terribly affected.My body physically pains my emotions don't feel good anymore my head pains with all the stress and failure I feel …it will ruin you destroy you bring you pain rob you of success affect your memory. possibly cause you depression. Stop now
December 2, 2015 Someone said: This masturbation addiction is nothing but ruining your own life. ....I'm from India. ...guys never do this ...It has affected my body in thousand ways. ..pain in every part of body. ....lack of confidence ....body imbalance headache chest pain. ...etc etc etc etc. ....After all this the only thing will come to your mind is suicide. ....I'm 20 now and after 7 years of this disgusting habit I decided to stop it....I know this is hard but guys it will take away your precious life. ...so I have promised myself that I will never do that. ....
December 1, 2015 Someone said: Hi am ******* from south africa an I have been doing it for 4 years,an now 18 years,am always tired I fail to concentrate in the class.his thing is like cancer it kills you bit by bit.guyz u might think its nice buh it kills u
November 30, 2015 Someone said: "Hi I started when I was at age around 11 or 12 now iam at a age of 23. I have seen and feel too much side effect of this…I loose my confidence, alwayz feels lazy, and tired
November 26, 2015 Someone said: Im 16 and have been doing it since I was 9, it has absolutely ruined my life by making me gain a lot of weight. I had to start wearing glasses around the same time too, not sure if that is coincidence or not. Also I lost my drive to play football and became lazy. My grades went from all A's to C's, D's, and F's. I just cant stop. I did stop for 27 days once and then suddenly I started again. I reccommend stopping, because within those 27 days I lost over 15 pounds, grew a lot of facial hair, and even felt better. Dont let it ruin your life by continuously doing it. We all know its hard to stop but sometimes you have to do what you have to do.
November 26, 2015 Someone said: "l am from india I am 18 years old I started musturbating one year ago it destroyed my life completely I stay always alone and this is effect of musturbation I was very good in academic iwas topper of my class one year ago and now I am unable to only pass in exam I am so guilty about this habit I want to come from this I have readen some stories above i'll pray for them and I wish to pray the readers for everybody written the story on this site and also for me please god help me (stay positive)
November 20, 2015 Someone said: Hi I'm 17 years old African girl , i'v started masturbating at the age of 10 . This dirty habit has been running my life . I hate myself, I have no friend, no self confident no social life. It started that day when I was watching a movie and I loved the feeling of the temporary pleasure. I've masturbated 3 times a day for almost one year and I found myself a slave for this habit , I won't get out of my room I started yelling at my parents ; pushing my friends away from me I felt like I was so far from god . All I thought about it is porn. I was desperate I tried to committee a suicide at the age of 15 my life was empty and dark but thank god I was helped. So from the moment that I opened my eyes I decided to give up on this nasty habit . I felt like god is given me another chance to be the girl that I want to be. Unfortunately, after one year of quitting. I go back and masturbated again and till now I do it for like once or twice a week. I’m asking god for forgiveness might he give me the power to be strong enough. Plz let’s pray for all ppl that are fighting with this habit. It's dangerous it’s a real drug
December 13 Someone said: My name is ********* . I started this sinful act when I was 14 or so. now am 21. since I got myself indulged in this act, I had never exceeded 1 week without masturbation. luk at me now so weak, shy, feel inferior, not confident, anti-social, thin, not able to speak boldly as a man (in society/public). it's really bin a great battle trying to fight this powerful urge/control. I swear and keep promising God and myself never to commit such but all to no avail. in fact the last time I committed it was last night. but I will never relent in trying to put this act to a total end. my advice to you all brothers is to desist from such act and resist it anytime you are being moved by it. for a temporary pleasure, we sacrifice and loose all these. in this fleeting life, we add nonentities to it again. how much more years do we have to enjoy our lives when this act has dominated half of our lives if not more than. its so regretful. let's join hands together to fight this devilish control people. I luv u all so much. thanks
December 12, 2015 Someone said: I'm in bondage over this issue, iv started this habit since I was 17, now I'm 26 I'm still into it. Pls I seriously need help. I'm even forgetting some things due to it. I can't express my self well.
December 11, 2015 Someone said: I started this awful, sinful habit at the age of 12(18 now), it was my friends who put me into this habit. I now wish I had no genital, my life is nearly demolished. I can control myself only for a week but after that I lose my control and jerk off all the week debt I haven't masturbated. I am possessed by this addiction and I want you to pray for me so that I can stop this habit once and for all. may god forgive me for my sinful action. please if you haven't tried masturbation, don't think of trying it will drag you to hell.
December 4, 2015 Someone said: Yes all the above can happen and most happened to me.Till I stopped masturbating maybe as far as I could maybe 6 months at a time and I was still affected than too when I would masturbate. The story is too terrible painful and long to explain. but yes masturbation severely affected me. As my friend said when he had sex outside marriage it affected him he felt like tearing the sin of his body. it feels 100 times worse than stealing or lying. You cannot talk openly about it you have to hide talk to a therapist … I am highly affected emotionally mentally and physically after I masturbate. up till when I ejaculate. After ejaculating I am terribly affected.My body physically pains my emotions don't feel good anymore my head pains with all the stress and failure I feel …it will ruin you destroy you bring you pain rob you of success affect your memory. possibly cause you depression. Stop now
December 2, 2015 Someone said: This masturbation addiction is nothing but ruining your own life. ....I'm from India. ...guys never do this ...It has affected my body in thousand ways. ..pain in every part of body. ....lack of confidence ....body imbalance headache chest pain. ...etc etc etc etc. ....After all this the only thing will come to your mind is suicide. ....I'm 20 now and after 7 years of this disgusting habit I decided to stop it....I know this is hard but guys it will take away your precious life. ...so I have promised myself that I will never do that. ....
December 1, 2015 Someone said: Hi am ******* from south africa an I have been doing it for 4 years,an now 18 years,am always tired I fail to concentrate in the class.his thing is like cancer it kills you bit by bit.guyz u might think its nice buh it kills u
November 30, 2015 Someone said: "Hi I started when I was at age around 11 or 12 now iam at a age of 23. I have seen and feel too much side effect of this…I loose my confidence, alwayz feels lazy, and tired
November 26, 2015 Someone said: Im 16 and have been doing it since I was 9, it has absolutely ruined my life by making me gain a lot of weight. I had to start wearing glasses around the same time too, not sure if that is coincidence or not. Also I lost my drive to play football and became lazy. My grades went from all A's to C's, D's, and F's. I just cant stop. I did stop for 27 days once and then suddenly I started again. I reccommend stopping, because within those 27 days I lost over 15 pounds, grew a lot of facial hair, and even felt better. Dont let it ruin your life by continuously doing it. We all know its hard to stop but sometimes you have to do what you have to do.
November 26, 2015 Someone said: "l am from india I am 18 years old I started musturbating one year ago it destroyed my life completely I stay always alone and this is effect of musturbation I was very good in academic iwas topper of my class one year ago and now I am unable to only pass in exam I am so guilty about this habit I want to come from this I have readen some stories above i'll pray for them and I wish to pray the readers for everybody written the story on this site and also for me please god help me (stay positive)
November 20, 2015 Someone said: Hi I'm 17 years old African girl , i'v started masturbating at the age of 10 . This dirty habit has been running my life . I hate myself, I have no friend, no self confident no social life. It started that day when I was watching a movie and I loved the feeling of the temporary pleasure. I've masturbated 3 times a day for almost one year and I found myself a slave for this habit , I won't get out of my room I started yelling at my parents ; pushing my friends away from me I felt like I was so far from god . All I thought about it is porn. I was desperate I tried to committee a suicide at the age of 15 my life was empty and dark but thank god I was helped. So from the moment that I opened my eyes I decided to give up on this nasty habit . I felt like god is given me another chance to be the girl that I want to be. Unfortunately, after one year of quitting. I go back and masturbated again and till now I do it for like once or twice a week. I’m asking god for forgiveness might he give me the power to be strong enough. Plz let’s pray for all ppl that are fighting with this habit. It's dangerous it’s a real drug
November 18, 2015 Someone said: I have being mastubating for some times now and each time i mastubate i fell dirty,guilty,depress,some times my body start shaking as i walk.i know God hate this act and i really want to stop but just when i tell God to forgive me i wont do it again,i see myself doing it.i need deliverance,am tired of this.please help me.
November 17, 2015 Someone said: Masturbation is a very disastrous habit.it kills your memory,and makes u feel empty in your in your brain.you easily forget things, life wil be very complicated for you,to the extent of killing yourself because of this dangerous habit.some people say it is very good for ur health, but friends, I tell u"that is a lie from the pit of hell.I really don't know how I got myself involved in this act,but I have Decided to put an end to it at any cost,I know God is merciful, I will pray and he will forgive me.I tot I was enjoying, I didn't it's my future am gradually ruining. Am sorry lord have mercy on me.guy it's time to stand tall.let's all rise and overcome this destiny killer,called masturbation.
November 14, 2015 Someone said: I started watching porn from my friend when I was just 10-11 years old afterwards I figured out masturbation when I was 13 years old now I m 17 years old and this thing has destroyed my 50% ability of thinking and memorizing. before masturbating I was very good in memorizing. It was just like that i just have to read 1-2 times to memorize the whole page of my book. And after masturbation its like a hell to memorize just 6-7 lines. I was too much exellent in maths and science that i just read have to read all chapters of my science book and I have no problem in understaning it and in maths i just have to do maths exercise once and remembered the steps during exams.Its like hell to practice maths in 11th class and cannot get even half numbers.It has destroyed my all ambition of life i dont know where is my rising talent of science.
November 12, 2015 Someone said: i started masturbation 2 years ago.first it was a pleasure for me.as time passed,i started forgetting things.i'm from a place where everybody fell proud if he have girlfriend and even if he masturbates.2 years have passed and i tried alot to stop this sinful act.after alot of search i finally went to this site.everytime when you write "effects of masturbation" on google,you find everything related to its fake advantages.i salute to those who created this site.i'm very thankful to you.God bless you.thanks
November 17, 2015 Someone said: Masturbation is a very disastrous habit.it kills your memory,and makes u feel empty in your in your brain.you easily forget things, life wil be very complicated for you,to the extent of killing yourself because of this dangerous habit.some people say it is very good for ur health, but friends, I tell u"that is a lie from the pit of hell.I really don't know how I got myself involved in this act,but I have Decided to put an end to it at any cost,I know God is merciful, I will pray and he will forgive me.I tot I was enjoying, I didn't it's my future am gradually ruining. Am sorry lord have mercy on me.guy it's time to stand tall.let's all rise and overcome this destiny killer,called masturbation.
November 14, 2015 Someone said: I started watching porn from my friend when I was just 10-11 years old afterwards I figured out masturbation when I was 13 years old now I m 17 years old and this thing has destroyed my 50% ability of thinking and memorizing. before masturbating I was very good in memorizing. It was just like that i just have to read 1-2 times to memorize the whole page of my book. And after masturbation its like a hell to memorize just 6-7 lines. I was too much exellent in maths and science that i just read have to read all chapters of my science book and I have no problem in understaning it and in maths i just have to do maths exercise once and remembered the steps during exams.Its like hell to practice maths in 11th class and cannot get even half numbers.It has destroyed my all ambition of life i dont know where is my rising talent of science.
November 12, 2015 Someone said: i started masturbation 2 years ago.first it was a pleasure for me.as time passed,i started forgetting things.i'm from a place where everybody fell proud if he have girlfriend and even if he masturbates.2 years have passed and i tried alot to stop this sinful act.after alot of search i finally went to this site.everytime when you write "effects of masturbation" on google,you find everything related to its fake advantages.i salute to those who created this site.i'm very thankful to you.God bless you.thanks
November 8, 2015 Someone said: I started masturbating and viewing pornography when I just turned 14 years old. I have been doing it for over two years now and I can already notice the negative impacts it is having on my life. I'm depressed, I have a lack of self confidence, I don't do well around people, I'm really boring, it has been really easy for me to fall into other addictions and harder to get out of them, I have become really lazy with everything and I've noticed my grades in school getting lower and lower, I'm a slob, and I have lost a few very important friendships to me due to what masturbation has made me become. I get headaches almost every day when I wake up and I am almost certain it is because of this. I was a really creative person before this and I was really fun to be around. I am going to try to quit again because I know I absolutely cannot achieve certain goals I want to achieve in my life if I am still tied down with this cruel addiction.
November 8: Masturbation makes me hate myself. I am ashamed of what I've done. Everytime I do it I feel terrible, dirty, helpless. The worse thing is that it makes me feel ALONE. I have never had a boyfriend, I just kissed a guy once, and I feel ugly, and that's beceause nobody likes me. Masturbation makes me feel more alone and rejected. I ask God to help me, and ask you for prayers too. This is something that has control over me.
November 8: Masturbation makes me hate myself. I am ashamed of what I've done. Everytime I do it I feel terrible, dirty, helpless. The worse thing is that it makes me feel ALONE. I have never had a boyfriend, I just kissed a guy once, and I feel ugly, and that's beceause nobody likes me. Masturbation makes me feel more alone and rejected. I ask God to help me, and ask you for prayers too. This is something that has control over me.
November 6: hi i am from nigeria i started masturbating at the age of 12 now am 21 i now look old am always tired and lazy and i always feel pain on my penis plz frnds stop this self destructive act it kills faster than aids
November 6: Hi guys am from Kenya, I have been masturbating since 2014 ,I feel guilt,weak and like an outcast. I hope by the blood of Jesus I will never do this satanic act again. Almighty God help me get over it. Masturbation is a dream assassin, a killer monster |
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November 5: Hi, im from Africa. I started when i was 14, now im 30 and still single. I have not done it on a daily basis but mostly once or twice a week. IMO this is the primary source for mood swings n anger issues. I was fed up with this situation, so i joined nofap last year and i did not fap 45days. Then went back again, did a lot 2 weeks streak and 1 week. I found out that you should hang out with good friends Avoid looking at girls To pray everyday To fast To avoid being lonely To use covenant eyes To have as much hobbies as possible To avoid movies To see a therapist Even facebook should be avoided Masturbation damages your brain, make you feel like a nobody. If internet did not exist, i would have been a better man. Now with Wifi and unlimited internet, this is going to be the toughest addiction to get rid of after gambling, smoking . Pornsites should be banned from the worldwideweb. Good people are getting addicted to it and are drifting away from their real purpose. Good luck
November 5: I use to be everybody's favourite because of good inward and outward appearance.back then i have a close relationship with God until the most cunny creature introduced masturbation into my life by exposing phonograph,lot of girls and internet.all these happened in my late 15years for over 5years i thought is doing me Good rather than harm till i realised that am no more what i use to be.am not even rated the least best among best i lost my sharming look i cannot address congregation properly again fear was introduce but i give God the glory cos i now know that it is bad and am fighting to stop it despite that is hard to stop and i still pray for more grace to fight it harder.if your a victim don't stop fighting cos is of more harm and no Good
November 4: Heys guyz am 17 plus. I started mastubating at the age of 14. It was a close friend of mine that introduce me 2 it cause people use to ridiculed me about my penis(small) .he told me that its will increase my penis size and i would enjoy it but i always regret that day i gave in to ma foolish frnd..i was a very briliant student academically but nw hv fallen. Just wish i could quit this dirty habit......
November 4: im from ethiopia i masturbated for 4 yrs but i quit it by the help of God .pray hard ,read bible,fast u will see hw God help you to stop masturbating.
November 3: Masturbation is one of the worst things you can do in your life. I have been doing it for around ten years now and it is becoming the order of the day. I feel emptiness, loss of self esteem, loss of physical and mental power every time after doing this evil habit. I have launched a serious fight to quit this habit and I know my God will help me. I pray for other people who have been enslaved by this life draining habit.
November 1: I have been masturbating for last 6 years, almost everyday. I have lost many things. Now, I have became a bastard. I watch every girl and come home and masturbate fantasizing about her. I want to get rid out of it. I have my Entrance in this February. And I am looking forward to it. I am sure I will do this. From tomorrow I am starting a new life. I love the people who loves me and want me to be a better person. I love myself. Next time when I'll be writing here, would surely be the story of my overcoming Masturbation!!
November 5: I use to be everybody's favourite because of good inward and outward appearance.back then i have a close relationship with God until the most cunny creature introduced masturbation into my life by exposing phonograph,lot of girls and internet.all these happened in my late 15years for over 5years i thought is doing me Good rather than harm till i realised that am no more what i use to be.am not even rated the least best among best i lost my sharming look i cannot address congregation properly again fear was introduce but i give God the glory cos i now know that it is bad and am fighting to stop it despite that is hard to stop and i still pray for more grace to fight it harder.if your a victim don't stop fighting cos is of more harm and no Good
November 4: Heys guyz am 17 plus. I started mastubating at the age of 14. It was a close friend of mine that introduce me 2 it cause people use to ridiculed me about my penis(small) .he told me that its will increase my penis size and i would enjoy it but i always regret that day i gave in to ma foolish frnd..i was a very briliant student academically but nw hv fallen. Just wish i could quit this dirty habit......
November 4: im from ethiopia i masturbated for 4 yrs but i quit it by the help of God .pray hard ,read bible,fast u will see hw God help you to stop masturbating.
November 3: Masturbation is one of the worst things you can do in your life. I have been doing it for around ten years now and it is becoming the order of the day. I feel emptiness, loss of self esteem, loss of physical and mental power every time after doing this evil habit. I have launched a serious fight to quit this habit and I know my God will help me. I pray for other people who have been enslaved by this life draining habit.
November 1: I have been masturbating for last 6 years, almost everyday. I have lost many things. Now, I have became a bastard. I watch every girl and come home and masturbate fantasizing about her. I want to get rid out of it. I have my Entrance in this February. And I am looking forward to it. I am sure I will do this. From tomorrow I am starting a new life. I love the people who loves me and want me to be a better person. I love myself. Next time when I'll be writing here, would surely be the story of my overcoming Masturbation!!
October 28: HI ! .I STARTED MASTURBATION 2 YRS AGO.I REGRET NOW.IT'S DIFFICULT TO STOP, BUT NOT TO ME.I CAN STOP IT .DON'T BE DISCOURAGED!.
October 26: I was a very excellent, loveable, decent, and an angelic girl. My parents loved me and everyone Elsa did. Not till when I was 12 i read this sex story and I'm addicted. It felt so good. Everything was there pleasure, happiness, and all. But then i realised that everytime i did it, bad luck strikes. Either i get hit my something really sharp, I get scolding, bad results in exams, loneliness, low confident, failure in any activity, losing in competitions and I'll definitely cry my heart out every time I do it. I hate myself, I'm a disgusting person. I forced myself so many times but I just can't. Pls we all need to stop. I'm just 15 and I already feel stupid and ridiculous of my self. Masturbation is never good. It's evil. It's bad news. It's bad luck. It's ruthless. I say I'm going to stop. Yeah right I'll probably continue sooner or later. Curse you masturbation.
October 22: i started masturbating when i was 12yrs now am 22yrs masturbation has finished me am always tired,lazy and unproductive, it has affected my brain so badlly anytime i see a lady's breasts my penis get aroused instantly,pls stop masturbarion if you are into it it kill faster than aids if you are getting the idea of doing it plz run z a silent killer
October 11: I am 39 years old, male, from Uk. Iv been wanking regularly since I was 11 and I am now a complete Joke. I look like a anorexic, no energy, negative etc. I have stopped for 7 days and I feel much better. Im never going to masturbate again.
October 6: I am 20 years old and i started masturbating since when i was 10 or 12 years old. And now, my eyes and cheeks are sunken and i have no confidence on myself. I need to stop it immediately.
October 5: hey friends me too have masturbated more than five thousands time.I started masturbating when I was in standard one.one of my friends made me addicted of it.I even tried to stop it many times but I couldn' t.I can't remember anything for long lasting period.it has ruined my life.never try to masturbate friends.It only gives satisfaction for a moment and takes away many good quality that we possess.so it's a humble request from my side to all of you who reads it not to masturbate.
October 4: My story is worse, very worse. Twelve years down with this addiction and it has cost me too much. Tried to stop but I'm always going back, longest I ever lasted being three days. It's so sickening. I'm hoping this site, and all people's testimonies here will help me understand that it's a deadly unworthy vice. Don't start it you haven't yet; that's my advise.
October 2: Hi! I have sent you a message. Please response me. Thank you so much. ***************@hotmail.com
October 1: It is possible! Trust in God and do your homework.
October 26: I was a very excellent, loveable, decent, and an angelic girl. My parents loved me and everyone Elsa did. Not till when I was 12 i read this sex story and I'm addicted. It felt so good. Everything was there pleasure, happiness, and all. But then i realised that everytime i did it, bad luck strikes. Either i get hit my something really sharp, I get scolding, bad results in exams, loneliness, low confident, failure in any activity, losing in competitions and I'll definitely cry my heart out every time I do it. I hate myself, I'm a disgusting person. I forced myself so many times but I just can't. Pls we all need to stop. I'm just 15 and I already feel stupid and ridiculous of my self. Masturbation is never good. It's evil. It's bad news. It's bad luck. It's ruthless. I say I'm going to stop. Yeah right I'll probably continue sooner or later. Curse you masturbation.
October 22: i started masturbating when i was 12yrs now am 22yrs masturbation has finished me am always tired,lazy and unproductive, it has affected my brain so badlly anytime i see a lady's breasts my penis get aroused instantly,pls stop masturbarion if you are into it it kill faster than aids if you are getting the idea of doing it plz run z a silent killer
October 11: I am 39 years old, male, from Uk. Iv been wanking regularly since I was 11 and I am now a complete Joke. I look like a anorexic, no energy, negative etc. I have stopped for 7 days and I feel much better. Im never going to masturbate again.
October 6: I am 20 years old and i started masturbating since when i was 10 or 12 years old. And now, my eyes and cheeks are sunken and i have no confidence on myself. I need to stop it immediately.
October 5: hey friends me too have masturbated more than five thousands time.I started masturbating when I was in standard one.one of my friends made me addicted of it.I even tried to stop it many times but I couldn' t.I can't remember anything for long lasting period.it has ruined my life.never try to masturbate friends.It only gives satisfaction for a moment and takes away many good quality that we possess.so it's a humble request from my side to all of you who reads it not to masturbate.
October 4: My story is worse, very worse. Twelve years down with this addiction and it has cost me too much. Tried to stop but I'm always going back, longest I ever lasted being three days. It's so sickening. I'm hoping this site, and all people's testimonies here will help me understand that it's a deadly unworthy vice. Don't start it you haven't yet; that's my advise.
October 2: Hi! I have sent you a message. Please response me. Thank you so much. ***************@hotmail.com
October 1: It is possible! Trust in God and do your homework.
September 28: Hi am from Nigeria I started mastur bating at age 12 now am 23 it has ruined my life I could not graduate college because of lack of concentration as a matter of fact whenever I wanted to read at night I ended up mastur bating and afterwards sleep as a result of tiredness now pains all over my body, weak erections, lack of confidence, guilt, memory loss, and a lot of other problems as things are now I don't know what to do I need help and I hope to stop it someday
September 24: i have to control it ,i started at 15 and now i am 23 still don't get rid of it . One thing which can control it is busy life eg. at college i am fully occupied by studies , sports and activites spent the whole day in college so at college time i have very less frequent mastrbution and the result of this i m the topper of my college. But when i left the college i decide to prepare different competitve exams so i get free time and this devil runied my two years of life i get totally down in studies , in heallth gain fat and wieght , hair fall and one most bad thing started hating myself want do sucide no interest in life tried once but just the thought my parent my mom love i return back decided to overcome this but after 10 days again started due which still jobless, alone each of my friend got good job i am still at eating sleep watch porn mastrbute this my life. My parents has full faith that i get good carrier ahead how tell them their son is slave of the mastrbution , lost interest in life. passed out from college in 2013 still done nothing my batch mates just enjoying their life new car , bike , girls , clubs and what i am doing just moving my hand there is time when all worship me like a god , please me to teach them subjects help them understand the practicals and viva ...all these thing just gone ..today i am lost and weak person no one talk to me and this thing push towards devil mastrbution....but i know when overpower it i will be the same again powerfull strong intelligent.....will this happen this peak time of my carrier 1 more year wasted i am totally wasted... please god if u exits help me only one time take me out this hell i will prove myself worthy....help me
September 24: I've been masterbating for moreover 25years..and because of me my wife also started doing it we both have health problems like hemorrhoids, herniated spinal disc problems, arrhythmia, palpitation, heartrate imbalance, blood pressure imbalance, depression, and I have to masterbate for hours to ejaculate properly... now I'm over 40 years of age and I feel like I am 60 years old because I have abused my body almost to the maximum limits.. though the doctors can't find any major problems like heart diseases or brain damage.. I know that I have this rare undiagnosed disease crawling inside me..i can feel it inside me..i can feel it in my nerves and bones.. and the bitter part of it all is that I can't stop.. this is obsessive compulsive disorder grasping me with a death like GRIP..Probabbly leading me to an early grave. Period P.S And I have to say that I don't get that much pleasure or big loads of semen any more.. well if I tried very hard may be once in a month 50%of what I achieved 10years before can be achieved.. but if I did that.. I almost feel like I am about to die afterwards.. can not even sleep..and if I try to sleep after such masterbating sessions..while I'm sleeping my heart beats so fast as if it would jump out of my chest..
September 22: I'm from INDIA... I started doing masturbation when i was 15 years old.. I was very very smart and my skin was glowing and healthy... but today when i turned 20...all characteristics of mine mentioned above have been lost...i m nothing today...but today me got a chance to get back my whole characters which i had earlier... Thanks to the team...May GOD bless you all...because you gave the way to those people which were lost somewhere...I promise that from today i will never ever masturbate....I will never ever think of this... Thanks GUYz Take care...!!! :) <3
September 19: Musterbation killed me. Plz kick out this habbit
September 19: Hi guys im a 17 years old boy. I've been masturbating and downloadin and watching porn for 3 months now. it start everytime im watching a tv or when im on facebook everytime I see a girl dreading unGodly I fell like doing it. but not its giving me a problem I need help pls pray for me...
September 17: 31 years....For 31 years I have masturbated 5 or 6 times per week and I know all about this activity without exception. One time I went 7 days without it and only once. I have been with porn since the beginning. Teachers say it started thousands of years ago and that's a lie. It started when the VCR became popular in the early 1980's. There was some activity with porn mags in the 1970's, but those were kind of hard to get a lot of. I tell you truthfully that it is a spritual trick on someone's brain by Satan. I am not confused by this knowledge. There is a process that starts somewhat slowly until one falls into a routine of every couple days or daily. ... About 5 to 10 years into it, one starts to see obscenity in everything around him. This desire is reinforced thru all kinds of media. Masturbating is now front and center and at the front of the mind.....and a man is now a slave. A real slave. It's like an injury similar to a knife wound in your heart, soul and brain. A man at this point will never stop. ....There is no way to "take a little sometimes and I'll be ok." It's the same way with porn and these other influences that lead to routine masturbating. These triggers are so dangerous. We have to completely NOT view any porn. We should not be around women that are dressed in revealing clothing. Places like the local club or the beach. How can a man be expected to keep from masturbating when an attractive woman has exposed so much of her body to us? Please put on some clothes! Maybe now it can be clearly seen that it is a Satanic confusion that influences both men and women and that people are joining with this confusion. We as men must see women as they are and this is a loving companion to us that can satisfy our desires, make us stronger, give us children and make us better men through a bond with them. We have to realize we are not an animal. Women are to be cherished and loved and give us the wonderful things they have. Sex is part of love. Love is part of marriage. My advice of how to stop masturbating is gained from over 31 years of experience and here it is completely. 1. Do not use the internet outside of work period. Disconnect it from your home. Your wife or girlfriend or future girlfriend will love and respect you for this. Seriously, she will because she will know that she is the only one of her friends that has a guy that is not addicted to porn or gambling. 2. Do not go to places like the beach or clubs at all. It's right in your face when you go there and no man can resist. 3. Take your TV remote and put a password that is different on each channel of your cable TV and block most channels. Each channel's passwords are different so you can't remember them later. Block those bad channels that show women acting inappropriatly or not wearing enough clothing. There are many channels that do this and we all know which ones they are. 4. Go through your whole house and throw away, yes throw away anything that shows women in a sexual nature. This may be most of your DVD and music collection. 5. Try hard to have better and more sensitive relationships to the women in your personal life and work. Be more polite to the women that work at the grocery store and the bank. It will help you see better the good things about women. 6. Give some serious thought to this.......You, as a man, have been lied to about women by an evil force. Women have been lied to by an evil force. Get angry about this abuse. 7. Make a firm decision that you are going to make a stand about this abuse in your personal like. 8. Realize that other people are lost in confusion and that their mind has been tricked. You will start to have more genuine feelings of love and caring for them. 9. Follow the 21 things listed on this site's home page like getting enough sleep, good diet, ect. All 21 things will help you.
September 16: I am 16 now ...I know how much I suffered because of this problem.... I have punished my self so many times.. I have gone into depression almost till suicide attempt... At that moment only thing that came in my mind was about my parents how much they loved n sacrificed for me ....later I gave my self a chance n have started my new life n new goal of becoming a doctor.... I started loving myself...until n unless you don't take a chance to change youself you cannot... Stop punishing yourself and keep your self busy and always remember character is the most important thing in life
September 15: Hi, I am a 22 year old guy. I dont actually remember when I fell into this deep devilish trap but it was around when I was 15 or 16, back then I only us pictures as I fantasized about girls and being a really shy boy I never attempted to approach any girl in my life, this has made me suffer alone in depression and sorrow. Though people try to deny the truth and protect themselves by making excuses like (it is healthy if I do it once per week or I do not see any side effects why should I stop?, or when they are deeply into this sinful road they despair telling themselves that "I have done this hundreds of times before surely this one more time wont hurt") thoughts like these are the ones that really bring us down, I usually feel extremely embarrased after watching porn and masturbated ( these two are inseparable), I try to so much to stop and each day is a battle sometimes I fall and regret, I am experiencing all the effects that this disease bring ( hair loss, weakness, poor memory retention, lower back pain, stress, isolation...the list goes on). Masturbation really make feel stupid, when you are with your friends or look at people admire you really feel yourself as worthless, you have every right to feel this way because masturbation takes away every each point of inspiration and motivation you have in your life and leaves you constantly dependent on it, try to ignore each and everyone/everything that tries to convince you otherwise because even if you havent started seeing the physical side effect your psychology is pretty much affected by this compared to when you were still an innocent boy/girl, you start isolating yourself from reality, getting stressed constantly and feeling pity on yourself, sometimes peoplw you were with at the same level become successful end you end up envying them. Life is more than just sex and masturbation, let you be the master and control your body is like a kid, it constantly want good things and feel pleasure despite the consequences, it is up to you to decide for it good or bad ( dont just do whatever your instincts tell you to do). Knowing the truth is one thing following it is a completely different and much difficult job, but if you want hapiness dear friends STOP MASTURBATION, I really feel good when I go without doing this stupidity, I pray to god to help us face this problem with strength. Dont despair when you fall down God is always with you always try to keep yourself on the right track and you will make sense of your purpose in life...GOD HELP YOU ALL.
September 24: i have to control it ,i started at 15 and now i am 23 still don't get rid of it . One thing which can control it is busy life eg. at college i am fully occupied by studies , sports and activites spent the whole day in college so at college time i have very less frequent mastrbution and the result of this i m the topper of my college. But when i left the college i decide to prepare different competitve exams so i get free time and this devil runied my two years of life i get totally down in studies , in heallth gain fat and wieght , hair fall and one most bad thing started hating myself want do sucide no interest in life tried once but just the thought my parent my mom love i return back decided to overcome this but after 10 days again started due which still jobless, alone each of my friend got good job i am still at eating sleep watch porn mastrbute this my life. My parents has full faith that i get good carrier ahead how tell them their son is slave of the mastrbution , lost interest in life. passed out from college in 2013 still done nothing my batch mates just enjoying their life new car , bike , girls , clubs and what i am doing just moving my hand there is time when all worship me like a god , please me to teach them subjects help them understand the practicals and viva ...all these thing just gone ..today i am lost and weak person no one talk to me and this thing push towards devil mastrbution....but i know when overpower it i will be the same again powerfull strong intelligent.....will this happen this peak time of my carrier 1 more year wasted i am totally wasted... please god if u exits help me only one time take me out this hell i will prove myself worthy....help me
September 24: I've been masterbating for moreover 25years..and because of me my wife also started doing it we both have health problems like hemorrhoids, herniated spinal disc problems, arrhythmia, palpitation, heartrate imbalance, blood pressure imbalance, depression, and I have to masterbate for hours to ejaculate properly... now I'm over 40 years of age and I feel like I am 60 years old because I have abused my body almost to the maximum limits.. though the doctors can't find any major problems like heart diseases or brain damage.. I know that I have this rare undiagnosed disease crawling inside me..i can feel it inside me..i can feel it in my nerves and bones.. and the bitter part of it all is that I can't stop.. this is obsessive compulsive disorder grasping me with a death like GRIP..Probabbly leading me to an early grave. Period P.S And I have to say that I don't get that much pleasure or big loads of semen any more.. well if I tried very hard may be once in a month 50%of what I achieved 10years before can be achieved.. but if I did that.. I almost feel like I am about to die afterwards.. can not even sleep..and if I try to sleep after such masterbating sessions..while I'm sleeping my heart beats so fast as if it would jump out of my chest..
September 22: I'm from INDIA... I started doing masturbation when i was 15 years old.. I was very very smart and my skin was glowing and healthy... but today when i turned 20...all characteristics of mine mentioned above have been lost...i m nothing today...but today me got a chance to get back my whole characters which i had earlier... Thanks to the team...May GOD bless you all...because you gave the way to those people which were lost somewhere...I promise that from today i will never ever masturbate....I will never ever think of this... Thanks GUYz Take care...!!! :) <3
September 19: Musterbation killed me. Plz kick out this habbit
September 19: Hi guys im a 17 years old boy. I've been masturbating and downloadin and watching porn for 3 months now. it start everytime im watching a tv or when im on facebook everytime I see a girl dreading unGodly I fell like doing it. but not its giving me a problem I need help pls pray for me...
September 17: 31 years....For 31 years I have masturbated 5 or 6 times per week and I know all about this activity without exception. One time I went 7 days without it and only once. I have been with porn since the beginning. Teachers say it started thousands of years ago and that's a lie. It started when the VCR became popular in the early 1980's. There was some activity with porn mags in the 1970's, but those were kind of hard to get a lot of. I tell you truthfully that it is a spritual trick on someone's brain by Satan. I am not confused by this knowledge. There is a process that starts somewhat slowly until one falls into a routine of every couple days or daily. ... About 5 to 10 years into it, one starts to see obscenity in everything around him. This desire is reinforced thru all kinds of media. Masturbating is now front and center and at the front of the mind.....and a man is now a slave. A real slave. It's like an injury similar to a knife wound in your heart, soul and brain. A man at this point will never stop. ....There is no way to "take a little sometimes and I'll be ok." It's the same way with porn and these other influences that lead to routine masturbating. These triggers are so dangerous. We have to completely NOT view any porn. We should not be around women that are dressed in revealing clothing. Places like the local club or the beach. How can a man be expected to keep from masturbating when an attractive woman has exposed so much of her body to us? Please put on some clothes! Maybe now it can be clearly seen that it is a Satanic confusion that influences both men and women and that people are joining with this confusion. We as men must see women as they are and this is a loving companion to us that can satisfy our desires, make us stronger, give us children and make us better men through a bond with them. We have to realize we are not an animal. Women are to be cherished and loved and give us the wonderful things they have. Sex is part of love. Love is part of marriage. My advice of how to stop masturbating is gained from over 31 years of experience and here it is completely. 1. Do not use the internet outside of work period. Disconnect it from your home. Your wife or girlfriend or future girlfriend will love and respect you for this. Seriously, she will because she will know that she is the only one of her friends that has a guy that is not addicted to porn or gambling. 2. Do not go to places like the beach or clubs at all. It's right in your face when you go there and no man can resist. 3. Take your TV remote and put a password that is different on each channel of your cable TV and block most channels. Each channel's passwords are different so you can't remember them later. Block those bad channels that show women acting inappropriatly or not wearing enough clothing. There are many channels that do this and we all know which ones they are. 4. Go through your whole house and throw away, yes throw away anything that shows women in a sexual nature. This may be most of your DVD and music collection. 5. Try hard to have better and more sensitive relationships to the women in your personal life and work. Be more polite to the women that work at the grocery store and the bank. It will help you see better the good things about women. 6. Give some serious thought to this.......You, as a man, have been lied to about women by an evil force. Women have been lied to by an evil force. Get angry about this abuse. 7. Make a firm decision that you are going to make a stand about this abuse in your personal like. 8. Realize that other people are lost in confusion and that their mind has been tricked. You will start to have more genuine feelings of love and caring for them. 9. Follow the 21 things listed on this site's home page like getting enough sleep, good diet, ect. All 21 things will help you.
September 16: I am 16 now ...I know how much I suffered because of this problem.... I have punished my self so many times.. I have gone into depression almost till suicide attempt... At that moment only thing that came in my mind was about my parents how much they loved n sacrificed for me ....later I gave my self a chance n have started my new life n new goal of becoming a doctor.... I started loving myself...until n unless you don't take a chance to change youself you cannot... Stop punishing yourself and keep your self busy and always remember character is the most important thing in life
September 15: Hi, I am a 22 year old guy. I dont actually remember when I fell into this deep devilish trap but it was around when I was 15 or 16, back then I only us pictures as I fantasized about girls and being a really shy boy I never attempted to approach any girl in my life, this has made me suffer alone in depression and sorrow. Though people try to deny the truth and protect themselves by making excuses like (it is healthy if I do it once per week or I do not see any side effects why should I stop?, or when they are deeply into this sinful road they despair telling themselves that "I have done this hundreds of times before surely this one more time wont hurt") thoughts like these are the ones that really bring us down, I usually feel extremely embarrased after watching porn and masturbated ( these two are inseparable), I try to so much to stop and each day is a battle sometimes I fall and regret, I am experiencing all the effects that this disease bring ( hair loss, weakness, poor memory retention, lower back pain, stress, isolation...the list goes on). Masturbation really make feel stupid, when you are with your friends or look at people admire you really feel yourself as worthless, you have every right to feel this way because masturbation takes away every each point of inspiration and motivation you have in your life and leaves you constantly dependent on it, try to ignore each and everyone/everything that tries to convince you otherwise because even if you havent started seeing the physical side effect your psychology is pretty much affected by this compared to when you were still an innocent boy/girl, you start isolating yourself from reality, getting stressed constantly and feeling pity on yourself, sometimes peoplw you were with at the same level become successful end you end up envying them. Life is more than just sex and masturbation, let you be the master and control your body is like a kid, it constantly want good things and feel pleasure despite the consequences, it is up to you to decide for it good or bad ( dont just do whatever your instincts tell you to do). Knowing the truth is one thing following it is a completely different and much difficult job, but if you want hapiness dear friends STOP MASTURBATION, I really feel good when I go without doing this stupidity, I pray to god to help us face this problem with strength. Dont despair when you fall down God is always with you always try to keep yourself on the right track and you will make sense of your purpose in life...GOD HELP YOU ALL.
September 15: If you have set your dreams/goals and have ambitions in life and doing masturbation you will not achieve anything and this will be your master for the entire life, believe me I am living through it now, I pray to God to give strength to stop it because my future now has lacked direction, please lets stop this not only for our sake but also for our loved ones and most importantly for God and whatever we believe.
September 2: hi i do at age of 11 and continous at age of 26 on i am 30 it rain my life i will be destroyed my every thing under stress that time no erection no felling
September 2: hi i do at age of 11 and continous at age of 26 on i am 30 it rain my life i will be destroyed my every thing under stress that time no erection no felling